*hugs* Also, <a href='http://www.boston.com/bostonglobe/ideas/articles/2010/02/07/stay/">this essay</a> says it much better than I can.
I know a couple of people for whom in-patient treatment has been really helpful. Are you at the Institute for Living (if you don't want to say where you are, that's okay)?
more *hugs*
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