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I really, really, really dislike my dad. I've realized that aside from the faulty genes and memes he's given me(clinical depression and the quiet lack of assertion that all children of alcoholics have), we have nothing in common. Plus, he's been more of a dick than usual. For instance, since I turned 18(two weeks ago yesterday), he expects a Saul-to-Paul change in personality and whenever I fail to meet these expectations, he gets really condescending. Also, he's constantly shoving the fact that he's contributing to my tuition in my face. I just can't stand to be around him for more than a few days, so naturally, I'm going to be with him fairly constantly for the next two weeks. I mean, he's the same way with his father. I love because he's my father, but I look forward to rarely, if ever, seeing him. That's one perk of going away to college. Also, that's one more bit of impetus to doing really well in school because I don't want to end up like him(he ended up like his father).