A couple questions first...
Aug. 17th, 2005 10:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
1. Have you ever gotten a lame birthday present from someone who you madly love and were told by said person whom you are madly in love with that it was not only a last minute gift, but that it was originally meant for an ex before they broke up?
2. HAve you ever been sitting around when it occurs to you, out of nowhere in particular, just how capable of killing/ inflicting sever bodily or psychological damage on someone? And have you felt okay with it, as though it's always been a part of your identity but it's taken a while to realize that?
Now that that's out of the way and anyone who was freaked out by those question is gone, the circumstances of the first question happened to me and I only realized today how bothered I was by a freaking plastic paperweight that I'm now torn between smashing/burning and keeping it as a talisman(my precious) of all my hate, anger, and sexual frustration. Before anymore people freak out, no I'm not going to hurt anyone. I've just been experiencing the circumstances of the second question with increasing frequency.
2. HAve you ever been sitting around when it occurs to you, out of nowhere in particular, just how capable of killing/ inflicting sever bodily or psychological damage on someone? And have you felt okay with it, as though it's always been a part of your identity but it's taken a while to realize that?
Now that that's out of the way and anyone who was freaked out by those question is gone, the circumstances of the first question happened to me and I only realized today how bothered I was by a freaking plastic paperweight that I'm now torn between smashing/burning and keeping it as a talisman(my precious) of all my hate, anger, and sexual frustration. Before anymore people freak out, no I'm not going to hurt anyone. I've just been experiencing the circumstances of the second question with increasing frequency.
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Date: 2005-08-18 03:57 am (UTC)2. All the time. I don't see the problem with it. Nothing god with having the ability. The key is being careful with its use. *shrug*