Camp Update # 2

So I've been dumped by Alison cuz I remind her of her ex who she recently dumped after being with for 2.5 years. I gotta say, I'm getting really fucking tired of hearing the same old "It's not you, it's me" excuse. Here's a list of all the times I've heard it:
1. Amanda "I never really liked you but I thought that I could force myself to."
2. Theresa "I'm a giant cock tease, but you're just a friend to me despite the fact that it seems I'll fuck/suck anything with a pulse."
3. Becka "I'm afraid of commitment."
4. Amanda(2nd time, so it's my fault) "I've realized that I'm a lesbian."
5. Theresa(2nd time, so it's my fault) "I'm a giant cock tease, but you're just a friend to me despite the fact that I'll fuck/suck anything with a pulse."
6. Alison "You remind me of my ex, but I waited until after I kissed you and got you to really like me before it became an issue."
I really think that I may have offended some saint/deity in a past incarnation and am now paying for it.

(no subject)

Sorry about that outburst earlier. Here's a survey to make amends.
the longest survey you'll ever fill out! Copy and paste this. Fill it out and send it to all your friends including the person who sent it to you. Do this because the person who sent it to you didnt sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.

Time started: 7:46 pm

Name: Nicholas Fesenko

Nickname: Nick, Xander, NX, Kneazle-head

Single or Taken: Single, per usual

Sex: Male

Sign: Cancer

Siblings: None

eye color: Brown

shoe size: 10.5

Height: 5'10"

What are you wearing right now: Disturbed shirt and shorts

Where do you live: Stamford, CT

Righty or lefty: Right

Relationships: Life. Don't talk to me about life.

Who are your closest friends? Theresa, Amanda, Alan, Kate, and Erica

Fingers: don't fing. Why are they called fingers?

Breakfast: Nothing

Aftershave/Perfume: Does deodorant count?

Favorite cartoon character: Hobbes from Calvin and Hobbes


Have you ever----


Given anyone a bath: no

Have you ever smoked: yes

Bungee Jumped: no

Parasailed: no

Made yourself throw-up: yes

Gone skinny dipping: no

Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: no

Eaten a dog biscuit: no

Got your tongue stuck to a pole: no

Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yes

Played truth or dare: yes

Been in a physical fight: yes

Been in a police car: no

Been in a sauna: yes

Been in a hot tub: yes

Swam in the ocean: yes

Fallen asleep in school: yes

Ran away?: I never made it very far

Broken someone's heart?: not that I'm aware of. Usually it's the other way around

Cried when someone died: no

Flashed someone: yes

Cried in school: yes

Fell off your chair: yes, and I can do it gracefully with very little noise

Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yes

Saved MSN / YAHOO / AOL / AIM conversations: no

Saved e-mails: no

Fallen for your best friend?: yes

Been cheated on? no


First thing that comes to mind---


Red: hate

Blue: the ocean

Autumn: Halloween

Cow: Louie Anderson

Greenland: unemployed

Cat: nip

Nickel: money

Elbow: kissing it changes your gender

What is..


Your good luck charm: I don't have one

Whats your room like: books strewn about

Last thing you said: fuck God

What is beside you: The Shining

What kind of shampoo do you use? Garnier Fructisse

Something that has happened to you this year: went to a normal high school for once

Had Chicken pox: yes

Had a Sore Throat: yes

do u believe in love at first sight? that's called infatuation, which can develop into love later

Like picnics: sorta

Like school: yes

What schools? Tocquam, Rogers, K.T. Murphy, Dolan, various schools for mentally disturbed people that I'd prefer not to go into, and Stamford High

Loved anyone: yes


Would you


Eat a live hamster: sure, why not?

Go to a Hanson Concert: is there monetary reimbursement?

Kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion dollars: I might do it for free depending on my mood

If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with
you: No one, unless I got to cannibalize them for food


Who Was the last person................

you touched? Alison

You massaged: Alison

You yelled at: Theresa(via IM, does that count?)

Who broke your heart: see the first 2 answers in this section

Who told you they loved you: Theresa

Who is your loudest friend: Jen Schiller


Do you/Are You:


Do you like filling these out: beats working as a jizz mopper

Do you wear contacts or glasses: yes

Do you like yourself: rarely

Do you get along with your family: sorta

Do you do: huh?

Have piercing below the waist?: no

Obsessive?: yes

Anorexic?:no

Depressed?: extremely

Suicidal?: I used to be, but now I just don't fear death

Final questions


How many ppl are you sending this to: many

What are you listening to right now: Rammstein's Feuer Frei

Can you do a front or back flip? no

What did you do yesterday: camped

What is your favorite band: system of a down

Hated someone in your family: yes

Got any awards: yes

Have you ever gone streaking? no

Want to get married: no

What is your favorite video game?: Ocarina of Time

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change: Be a little better with social interaction

Good Singer: I suppose

Have a lava lamp: yes

How many remote controls are in your house: 4

Are you double jointed: yes

What do you dream about: Weird things...

Last time you showered: this morning

The last movie you saw at the theatres: Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith

Scary or happy movies: scary

Root beer or Dr. Pepper: Root beer

Mud or Jell-O wrestling: jello

Silver or Gold: Silver

Diamond or pearl: diamond

Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset

Phone or in person: In person

Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: only

Do you want your friends to fill this out and send it back?: yes

ending time : 8:12pm